So, the thing in the chat yesterday with me and Rogan showed me a few things. The most important one being, things are never going to change between the two of us. Which would be rough, but whatever, if it was just between us. But it isn't. We're not above bringing the drama into the main chat, which is unacceptable. And yet, unless one of us has a total personality switch, it's probably not changing.
Another less important, but still relevant thing is that I'm going to have to change my entire battle style, RP wise. Up until now, I thought when you used dodges didn't matter, they just happened. But nope, apparently not, it just seldom mattered/I never noticed even when it did until now. Sure, in theory, I could just keep doing what I'm doing, but when I know that actually matters, how can I?
Well, both of these sorta point towards one thing, which is pretty obvious from the post title: I'm done. Done with RERN, done with the chat, done with arguing with Rogan, done with being made to feel like the bad guy after the arguments, earned or not, done with everything. As long as I'm here, the arguments will continue, and I'm kinda afraid that one of these days, there's going to be a big one right in the middle of everything, and that's not fair to anyone. I've tried the gentle approach, I've tried the tough approach, nothing works. The only solution I see is one of us leaving, and it's definitely not going to be her. I barely post anymore anyway, so I'm no huge loss.
If you want to chat with me for whatever reason, you can always PM me on Steam (username is RandomMan802).
...I had more to say, but I'm tired after a long day of work, and I still got the essentials out, I think. So, farewell, everyone. You will be missed.
D:
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Another less important, but still relevant thing is that I'm going to have to change my entire battle style, RP wise. Up until now, I thought when you used dodges didn't matter, they just happened. But nope, apparently not, it just seldom mattered/I never noticed even when it did until now. Sure, in theory, I could just keep doing what I'm doing, but when I know that actually matters, how can I?
Well, both of these sorta point towards one thing, which is pretty obvious from the post title: I'm done. Done with RERN, done with the chat, done with arguing with Rogan, done with being made to feel like the bad guy after the arguments, earned or not, done with everything. As long as I'm here, the arguments will continue, and I'm kinda afraid that one of these days, there's going to be a big one right in the middle of everything, and that's not fair to anyone. I've tried the gentle approach, I've tried the tough approach, nothing works. The only solution I see is one of us leaving, and it's definitely not going to be her. I barely post anymore anyway, so I'm no huge loss.
If you want to chat with me for whatever reason, you can always PM me on Steam (username is RandomMan802).
...I had more to say, but I'm tired after a long day of work, and I still got the essentials out, I think. So, farewell, everyone. You will be missed.
D: