I really don't know how to respond to this. I was in the wrong in my actions as well, so just saying I forgive you isn't exactly in my authority to do. I seem to get angry and make rash choices just as you do, plus, after taking into consideration a few tidbits I heard, it just adds to the arguement that our actions were very much the same. So I guess I'll just say sorry as well and hope that we can leave it at that. Also, I'll give a furthur apology for your temporary leave, since that was in large measure due to me. While my wrath was for a moment burning quite harshly towards you, getting you to leave was never my intention. Bullying someone into leaving is something I strongly stand against so whenever people feel that I'm trying to show them towards the door, I feel really bad. As long as a person wants to stay and play here, no one has the right to force them to leave just because they don't like them. For clarification, I no longer feel any negative emotions towards you.
As for the position on my modding, I'm really not sure I should. I'm extremely judgemental and lately it seems that I fly off the handle a lot. While at times my anger is justified, my yelling never changes anything. In the end, my temper just worsens relationships here. While I'm not sure what it is that's suddenly causing my anger to flare out, be it real life or the site, it still doesn't change the fact that someone in the position of Official or even Moderator who is prone to flip out is detrimental. Gaining access to the Mod Cave and bearing witness to all the arguements and politics that go on there would only cause my temper to worsen furthur. Until I manage to gain control of my emotions again, I'm afraid that'd it'd be bad news for everyone if I rose in position again. Sorry.